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Wednesday, May 18, 2011

...This is how I feel today.  Irritated.  Anxious.  Frustrated.  Annoyed.  Tired.  Tired.  Did I say tired? 
To make matters worse, I have to work today.  Only four hours actually (3-7pm).  I don't necessarily dislike my job.  I just dislike going to work.  I stress all day about it.  When I'm at work I stress about what Ava's doing at home.  Staying home all day with her has made me a control freak.  I want to know what she's doing at every second.  It makes me sad to think that she's doing things and going places that I don't know about.  (On the bright side, at least my teeth don't look like that).

2 comments:

Leah said...

Hopefully tomorrow will be better!

Mom said...

I imagine its easy to be a control freak when you are with your child all the time. I handed you guys over to Phyllis at such a young age, I really didn't have those thoughts. I needed to be away for awhile, just didn't have the skills to 'Mom' all day , every day! Sorry! You are a good Mom, she's a lucky girl!